...

dan,
terkadang,
selalu aku mohon,
Tuhan, bawalah rindu ini pergi.

pergi jauh.
sehingga tidak akan aku ketemu lagi,
hatta dalam mimpi.

KAU Maha Tahu dan Memahami,
ini bukan benci,
cuma aku tahu,
ia tak harus berada dihati, 
saat dan tika ini.

Bad.

dear __________________

" Yesterday I felt so desperate to see you. 

I let out a hundred sighs and cries.

Yesterday, two, three, and four yesterdays, I felt afraid to tell that I miss you.

Today, I'll try not to wait to hear from you because the next five, six or seven tomorrows are still going to be spent far far away from you. and i am going to miss you even more. i surely know, i'm not suppose to feel that way. 

I will sit silently around the corner of my bed and hoping for this feeling to go far far away."

i cant sleep

assalamualaikum.


for some reason, i hate roses. i hate cookies. i hate choc cake. but a part of me miss it so much. dan taktaw kenapa sekarang lpas maghrib akan tidoq dan tgh malam tjaga. try get back to sleep and i just cant. lpas subuh baru mgada mgantok. saya taw tak bagus sbb saya perlu tdoq yg bagus, rehat yg cukup. badan dh tak mcm dulu. antibodi dh lemah. senang demam. senang sakit kepala. pinggang kerap sakit. mujur perut tak  sakit as long as mkn ikut time dan mkn ubat. sekarang nk tidoqq, seriusssss nk tidoq :(


berubah la aiman, final dh dekat. kena sihat. kena study.